Golden Mendoza II

Location: Palace of the Golden Horses, KL.

Mood: Flu
Listen to: Without You - Mariah Carey
Watching: Mirror
Playing: Blowing hair
Drinking: H20


I just woke up. selsema tak habis habis. ni effect si Hareesa lah ni. ahahaha. berjangkit. today Shirtliff got some performance for Maybank at Pullman Hotel and Resort, somewhere in Putrajaya.

at least i had some fun with the girls. i miss them so much. lepas ni busy dah tak dapat jumpa dia orang lagi. back to the photo, gambar ni tangkap time lepas hari pertama Cheer 2009.

haaa, kau! This is Zuleyka Rivera Mendoza. hahahaahha. memang kau tanak kalah kan. thank God because i didn't found my wedges, kalau tak aku pun lagi feeling diva dari kau. ahahahaha. sure lah cutting aku macam Karolina Kurkova.

i miss doing photoshoot, lebih lebih lagi fashion portrait. hurm. where are you Xema? adoi. perempuan ni dah busy dengan kerja dia dah. so anyone else can be my model..?! put your hands up!

Golden Mendoza

Location: Palace of the Golden Horses, KL.

Mood: Fresh
Listen to: Sempurna - Andra and the Backbone
Watching: Ghost 2
Playing: Blowing hair
Drinking: H20


ME and Wawan had some fun after went to Cheer 2009. muka masing masing kepenatan, mengantuk tak tidur. sebab apa. dari hari Jumaat tak tidor tidor lagi. kite orang kena stay up buat rambut budak Shirtliff and make up die orang seorang demi seorang.
cuba bayangkan.

lepas Jien dah announced Top 15 hari Sabtu lepas, pap! kite orang terus ambil bag and straight balik hotel. ahhahaha. malas nak tunggu sebab kepala dah pening. ingatkan nak ajak Syafiq tapi sure dah last minute tapi takpelah.

then balik je sampai bilik ingatkan nak terus tidur, hurm haram. Wawan nak ajak menggedik kat swimming pool tu. apa lagi ber-swimming lah kita. yang si Wawan tu nak mandi tapi rambut tanak basah, baik tak payah. tak feeling la weh. so time tu ajar Mimi macam mana nak berenang. hahahah.

lepas je habis mandi. hurm ambil camera, apa lagi pose sana sini. haa itu routine wajib kita orang eh. yang best ni kita orang photoshoot, ramai eh orang kat situ, takpe confident! hahahahahha.

Sunday was fun

Location: The Curve & Cineleisure Damansara.

Mood: Lapar
Listen to: Lagu Kita - Aizat
Watching: LCD
Playing: Hair
Drinking: H20


SUPER Sunday! i went to Damansara because to jalan-jalan cari makan with Amalina, Kak Ngah, Lyn and Tina. lagipun nak belanja makan si Ana tu sebab birthday dia hari tu. so bawalah dia sekali.

the best part, tak tahu nak makan apa time tu. so someone bagi idea nak makan meat ball, yeah! memang terus pergi IKEA lah. ahahahaha.. memang layan jugaklah sebab dah lama tak makan kat situ.

lagipun meat ball susah nak dapat. so makan jelah. and then i met Xema kat sana, ahahaha kantoi babe u keluar date tak bagi taw i eh. ahaahhaa. kan dah kantoi. i rindu u Xema.

lepas makan windows shopping and cari handphone baru si Ana ni. katanya handphone dia dah sewel macam handphone aku. ahahaha boleh gang. lagipun hari ni dia dah masuk Politeknik, so better beli cepat-cepat kan.

as usual kalau dah pergi The Curve tu memang port aku beli tshirt yang unique. so finally i bought this couple shirt for us. hehehehe. i wanted to buy a new spec tapi macam mahal je.

last but not least, bergambar adalah perkara wajib bagi meraka. sekian, terima kasih.


p/s: can't wait to show you. =)

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'Midnight Story II'

Location: Bedroom

Mood: Blur
Listen to: Terima Aku Apa Adanya - Krispatih
Watching: LCD
Playing: Gosok Mata
Drinking: H20


1. how old are you?
21.

2. are you single?
No.

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
30

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
I guess so.

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
I don't know.

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
Mimi and Daan.

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Garden Wedding.

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Venice.

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
500.

10. will that include your exes?
Sure.

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
1 layer.

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Evening.

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Aku Dan Dirimu by Ari Lasso & Bunga Cinta Lestari.

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork? knife?
Normal one.

15. champagne or red wine?
Sirap Barli.

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
By right after the wedding.

17. money or household items?
Both.

18. how many kids would you like to have?
A girl and a boy.

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Yes, why not.

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
Nobody.

A Midnight Story

'Midnight Story'


'Comfort Zone'

Location: Bedroom

Mood: Demam
Listen to: Terima Kasih Cinta - Afgan
Watching: LCD
Playing: Chat with SSISAA
Drinking: H20


TODAY i was so ting tong. last night i slept at 2 something. kepala macam nak pecah. badan dah mula panas, luar panas dalam sejuk. so hari ini terjaga at 12 sebab bibik bising kemas bilik. rimas lah aku orang tua ni.

i can't stay at home. so that kena jugak pergi SBU tengok Shirtliff. ahahahah. demam pun demam lah. janji tak bosan duduk rumah. balik practice je hujan lebat nak mati. perh dah la demam tapi tetap basah kena hujan.

tentang gambar di atas, gambar di snap malam tadi sebab takde kerja. muka demam demam pun tetap ceria ok. ahahahaaa. i love both photos. cool sebab ada conceptual yang tersendiri.

the bottom image tu macam banyak makna jugak lah kan. hhahahaha. so don't get me wrong eh. itu hanya seni semata mata. lately i felt so dingin. thank God i had someone to talk to.

p/s: Demam demam ni layan kot main hujan. ahahaha. teingat dulu main hujan masa kat Ipoh. kan Milo kan Zidane. =)

Ku Petik

'Ku Petik'

Location: Villa

Mood: Headache
Listen to: Bukan Cinta Biasa - Afgan
Watching: LCD
Playing: YM with SSISAA
Drinking: H20


SPINNING around and around. kepala macam nak pecah dah. cuma tak pecah je. today i had my lunch at the school canteen. Kak Lyna bawa lauk daging asam pedas and telur dadar. perh memang best gila.

Abby injured during the basket toss part. i hope she'll be okay on next week, she needs enough of rest. we went to HUKM for the medical check up. we met this one guy pun patah tangan, tapi dia lagi teruk. hahaha. Wawan dah mula start angau dia kacau mamat tu. yang best nya dua-dua pun melayan. haa, lantak koranglah.

i had my dinner before habis buat kerja rumah. my handphone is getting bad and worst. i need the new phone after i get the payment. i wanted to get the slide phone. hahahaha. peduli apa aku.

Me: Cuba kau tengok screen handphone aku.

Wawan: Laa.. aku ingatkan wallpaper.

sebelum tunggu Kak Lyna ambil depan rumah tadi, tengah takda kerja, ambil lah camera then snap gambar pokok kat depan rumah tu. dah lama tak snap gambar-gambar seperti di atas tu. hehehehe. jari saya begitu tertarik dengan daun-daun yang serupa coins itu. ahahhaa.

maka terserlah kegedikkan di situ. take me as i am. thank you.

Me: I miss you badly.
You: I miss you too sayang.
Me: I love you. I need you.
You: I will always be by your side if I am given a choice.

Mid Valley Megamall Show

Wai Min - Ash - Carmen - Syafiq - Xema


Wan - Baby - Me - Nadia


Location: Mid Valley Megamall

Mood: Fresh
Listen to: Love Story - Taylor Swift
Watching: LCD
Playing: Dry Hair
Drinking: H20


IMAGE details:
Top - 1st Performance.
Bottom - Last/12th Performance.

CHEERLEADING is life, is part of my life and the photography too. lately malas sangat nak update blog ni la, nak taip pun malas ni. dah berjangkit dengan Ikan Paus lah ni. ahahahahah.

i just got RM100 from the payment. tu baru 15% je. mana lagi oi. aku tengah takde duit ni. tu yang aku malas tu, takpe sabar separuh dari iman. our client tersangatlah demand, seriously menyampah. aku ingatkan kiteorg yang nak perform ni demand, rupanya client. macam cilaka. nak tu nak ni, bayar macam taik. btw, the performance tu untuk School Holiday minggu lepas ok. lama tu. so no wonder kena perform 12 kali.

but it's ok, benda dah lepas, fyi, this is the first and the last aku perform dengan Mid Valley. hahahahaha. so performance hari tu yang terlibat hanya 6 orang. Aku, Ash, Syafiq, Xema, Carmen and Wai Min.

i just woke up. tadi temankan Kak Lyna beli barang dapur kat Tesco. mula-mula hantar Kak Imah kat hospital so lepas tu straight to Tesco Ampang. Kak Lyna ni gedik oh, baju warna keluar mesti nak sama. so tadi seluar hijau baju hitam boleh? kena jugak ikut cakap dia.

the Cheer 2009 is just around the corner. hahahaha. hati ni dah mula memikirkan Pirates pulak. rindu kat dieorang. ajar budak lelaki lagi senang ajar budak perempuan taw.

You: I miss you so much. I felt so relief hearing your voice. i rindu you...
Me: I rindu you jugak. =)


p/s: thanks sayang sebab kejutkan i tadi. nasib baik i tak bangun time Maghrib.

Tercipta Untukku

Location: Villa III, Pelangi Damansara.

Mood: in Love
Listen to: Tercipta Untukku - Ungu
Watching: LCD
Playing: YM with Wawan
Drinking: H20


Banyak kata. Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan. Kepada dirimu. Aku ingin engkau slalu. Hadir dan temani aku. Disetiap langkah. Yang meyakiniku. Kau tercipta untukku. Meski waktu akan mampu. Memanggil seluruh ragaku. Ku ingin kau tau. Kuslalu milikmu. Yang mencintaimu.

19th June 2009

You: Would you be mine?
Me: Yes, i'm yours.

Hanya mampu tersenyum

Location: Bedroom & Bukit Bintang, KL.

Mood: Berangan
Listen to: Kantoi - Zee Avi
Watching: LCD
Playing: Facebook
Drinking: H20


I woke up at 10am today. terdengar bibik bising-bising kemas tingkat atas. adoi. aku nak tidor pun tak senang. at last bangun juga, tiba-tiba rasa rajin pulak nak sapu bilik sendiri. ahahahah. tapi bibik kena mop lantai lah. ok cun. =)

could u imagine i have no money for the whole 2 weeks, boleh? adoi. tunggulah bila dah dapat duit nanti. muka kena sombong. ahaahhaha. but seriously, i need the money. susah lah nak bergerak sana sini. tapi boleh hidup juga. =)

You: I just wanna tell you, I'm very thankful to have you in my life. I appreciate all the things you've done for me. From all the smallest thing to all the big sacrifise you've made. I nak you tahu I jujur dengan you. I bukan macam yang lain who just wanna play and flirt around. If I were to that, I wouldn't have gotten worried so easily. This time, I really am in love with you.
Me: =)

Move on

Location: Sister's Bedroom

Mood: Berangan
Listen to: Tercipta Untukku - Ungu
Watching: LCD
Playing: Facebook & MySpace
Drinking: H20


SERIOUSLY, i can't stay at home. i have to make myself busy and busy. i do hate stay at home for the whole 24 hours, come on. i need to do my daily routine such as cheerleading training, hangout with friends, grapevine, meet up a new person etc.

fyi, i just being single about 8 months. lately, i really really don't why there's something always remind me about the past. so any sign for that? i don't think so because i'm not missing you.

as what my best friends told me, i have to move on, moving forward and forget about the previous one. i know it's hurt but i know how to do. in fact, i am your tattoo. that's why i need my self-theraphy.

i am happy, because i'm flying with my wings now =)

You: I've been thinking about you, us, the whole day.
Me: How sweet. you know that i am yours.